You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny...
So I should be writing my English Mini Essay right now but I don't want to. I've sort of been looking through people's blogs and realizing that they talk about their stances on issues and everyone loves them. That got me to thinking: is that why no one seems to care for my blog? And then I remembered: Do I care if people care about my blog? I made this just so I could vent whenever I felt like it. No one needs to see this, no one needs to care. I'm not going to bother telling people what i think about abortion. If you want to know, ask me. If you want to know what I think about something, ask me because you'll get a more concise answer than anything I can ever say online.
Anyway. The real reason I started typing this entry was because I was listening to Your Evil Soul by The Spill Canvas. I don't really like the song, and it's one of the only songs by them I can't stand. One of the lines goes like this:
I know you never meant to do everything you put me through.
It's okay, I forgive you.
Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes,
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind.
I remembered two guys in my life who fit this section of the song, and I realized that I never really forgave them even though I was over their douchebaggery. So I put it as my status on Facebook and decided that was enough for me to stop remembering that I wasted so much time moping over them. I really was a little dipshit just two years ago. I feel like I may have honestly grown up over time and though I'm still a virgin who hasn't even had a boyfriend yet, I feel like I'm more mature than those who have because I have morals and respect for myself.
Time to write that essay.
Nat, out. >:3
